WOW! What I rant I went on last night! Today, my heart was heavy to continue in a bible study I started right after Jenny died. I opened it up and ALL OVER the message this is what God told me:
READ MY WORD!
SERIOUSLY! That is what every verse took me to. It took me to worshiping other gods, not giving God the utmost GLORY for what he has given and done for me. That I can not KNOW God with out reading HIS word, not just a book about him, but HIS BOOK.
I was completely convicted, but I am forgiven and on a road to recovery in HIS word.