Thank you so much readers, who took the time to comment, pray, email, text, send a note, and even a CD! It was because of you that I sucked it up, took a breath, and continued in a functional mode. I am beginning to see a light. I know it is just the beginning of my grieving. I know that. Thank you for letting me be honest. Not judging. Thank you.
I am just getting around to registering my kids for the preschool I work at. I am late. They understand. I turned to one page, a form, printed from last year. It says: Emergency Contact, Jenny Bizaillion.
I can't cross her out and write someone else's name there. That doesn't seem right! Maybe I will just put a post it on it.